Min's Wedding

Assalamualaikum 

My jiran depan rumah during asasi is married ! She's so stunning on her big day . Congratulations Min ! May you have a happy married life with your partner , InshaaAllah . And thank you for the invitation . So here another selfie picture at the wedding . 

Who's next ? Huhu . 

Life is short

Assalamualaikum 

When you start to feel that time moves so fast nowadays , dan terasa ajal semakin dekat , have you ever thought of doing some changes in your life ? For example : be closer to Allah or doing something that can help you in the Hereafter ? 

InshaaAllah , while we still have (few) time :)

May Allah guide us along the way . InshaaAllah . 

 

Matematik Pengurusan FSKM , UiTM Seremban 3 , batch 2013 in memory

Assalamualaikum .

Everyone has their own degree life memory , so do I . And Alhamdulillah , I think my degree life is one of the sweetest memories in my life . And many lessons that Ive learnt throughout this one fasa hidup of mine . 

Bachelor of Science Management Mathematics , FSKM UiTM . 

During 2013 , when upu result was out and I got this course , I swear I hate it  . I put it as my last choice in the upu form just to penuhkan the list je and never thought that course ni telah tertulis di luh mahfuz to be my degree course haha .

And yesterday , my result for semester 6 was out and Alhamdulillah I pass all the subjects and my total pointer is above 3.5 , Thank You Allah for making my dream comes true ! Anddd It means I can now do the hashtag #roadtointernship . 

Ya Allah Alhamdulillah , surely Allah's plan is the best plan :)

And the first person that I met during degree is Tyra . She was my first degree roommate at Shah Alam , we are under fskm but not in the same course. Alhamdulillah Im glad that I met her , sepanjang orientation week  memang berdua je dengan dia ni (kalau tak memang lone ranger haha Alhamdulillah !) 

Then after one semester transit at Shah Alam , we moved to UITM Seremban 3 , our new campus ! Banyak course math memang kena pindah sebab our fac at UITM Shah Alam tu very small . Ya Allah cantik sangat UITM Seremban 3 ni ! Very peaceful tak crowded macam Shah Alam

So many memories were created at Seremban 3 :") 

One of my best partners in class is Ela . She's the one that I can always count on , tak pernah berkira langsung , very selfless , very down to earth . Im sure that you still remember how we met . Hahaha we have to thank 'that' lecturer kan weh . Thank you Ela for being the best degree / gossip partner . Selalu melayan cerita cerita dongeng ku pasal jambang guy hahahah  , I really hope that I will meet someone like you during my internship or in the future . Amin . Goodluck in everything you do ! I know you will miss me too hehe :/ 

Throwback during semester 5 , it was the toughest semester I ever had Ya Allah because we started doing our final year report . And I believe without Allah's help memang tak berjalan kita punya fyp . Big thanks to my fyp mates for being very helpful and supportive , and I am so lucky to be in this team . Love you Hajar and Roshidah and the rest who helped me .You know what , sometimes pressure makes you a better person  . Alhamdulillah We Did It guyss ! :) 

I dont know how to describe how thankful I am to meet my classmates CS248 especially "The Awesome Nerds" . Kalau masuk kelas tak gelak memang salah kelas lah tu . Haha . Sebab semua masuk air , very happening , funny , easy going , tak kedekut ilmu , kaki bahan , kaki melawak , menggatal sama sama . Ah Im going to miss them all .

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah for the wonderful 3 years with them . I wont forget every single little tiny things that we did together . You guys are so awesome just like our group's name . My humble gratitute also goes to all FSKM lecturers who have taught us . Thank you for your sacrifice , surely it will be remembered . May Allah bless all the FSKM UITM Seremban 3's lecturers . 

Last but not least , to all my family members , Mak Ayah Hadi Izzat , my classmates , my coursemates , my degree mates , my roommates  ,the lecturers and (my admires ---nak jugak letak)  everyone who are with me through my ups and downs in completing my degree , THANK YOU SO MUCH !  

   

And Dear Allah , thank you for the best plan and journey that You have written for me :') 

الحمدالله

"And it may be that you hate a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you . Allah knows but you do not know " (Al-Baqarah , 2:216) 

Sedikit coretan

Assalamualaikum guys !

First of all , I just want to say Alhamdulillah , big thank You to The One and Only my Lord , Allah SWT. Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim Alhamdulillah for everything . Alhamdulillah hirrabbil alamin .

Today is 27 Ramadhan . 

Alhamdulillah . I've done my second last paper and there will be a long gap for raya and then I'll be back again to seremban on 19/7 to sit for my last paper . Ya Allah , may You ease everything and help us Ya Allah to pass all the subjects . InshaaAllah Amin .

Everytime when Ramadhan almost comes to an end , I will be emotional thinking that Ramadhan will leave me soon . Hmmm

And today  , on 27 Ramadhan , one happy history has been written in my family's book of life . Alhamdulillah . Surely , I'm gonna remember everything that happened to me on Ramadhan . 

"Nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang engkau dustakan ?" - Ar-Rahman 

Syukur Alhamdulillah . 

Kisah hidup

Assalamualaikum. 

Alhamdulillah . All praises just to Allah , The Most High . 

We know that everything in our life is just a 'pinjaman' from Allah . Even our soul has to return back to Allah , The Almighty. 

And one of the biggest nikmat (gift) has been taken back by Allah from me which is nikmat kesihatan . It was long time ago. (But Alhamdulillah Im still healthy )

Alhamdulillah though I'm not like other normal healthy people , but eventually , Allah has given me more that what He has taken away from me . Haha air mata jangan keluar please 

Alhamdulillah.

It's nothing compare with His great blessings towards me . Alhamdulillah. Allah gives me more than I could have asked for .

May this test can bring me close to You Ya Allah InshaaAllah . 

Tiada apa yang lebih indah daripada sesuatu yang dapat mendekatkan diri kepada-Mu . 

Terima Kasih Allah :) 

(1.41am) 

Short post (for those who miss me) (haha)

Assalamualaikum guys ! 

Here I am , after a while (because it's mid semester break now) 

There were lots of stories and things happened but I think I hv no enough time to type everything down here . 

But the most important thing that you should know is I am now officially  21 years young ! Alhamdulillah . Last month was my birthday month . Ok perlu ke bagitau haha ._.

I wanted to story about my current life, about being a final year student but my eyes are already half close lah . 

Later lah . 

Assalamualaikum semua ! 

Rezeki

Rezeki itu semua urusan Allah . 

Dan aku paling yakin , jika kita jaga hak hak Allah dan manusia , mesti Allah jaga hak hak kita , rezeki kita . 

Tengok cara kita jaga solat 5 rakaat . 

Sehari , cukupkah lima waktu ? Yakinlah setiap kali kita solat , Allah akan mudahkan kehidupan kita dari segi kewangan dan sebagainya . InshaaAllah. 

Tengok pula cara kita jaga hak orang lain.

Ada tak pinjam  barang orang - berbulan bulan . Tak reti nak pulangkan . Mungkin lepas ada duit , dapat beli barang yang baru , barang yang dipinjam dicampak entah kemana . 

Mana letak amanah ? 

Jangan mempersoalkan kenapa orang lain senang , kalau hak kepada Allah dan manusia pun tak di jaga dengan baik . 

Hidup ini seperti reflection . 

What goes around comes back around .

Yakinlah , kalau kita jaga hak Allah dan manusia dengan baik dan amanah , InshaaAllah , Allah juga akan jaga hak kita dengan begitu baik sekali . Malah lebih dari itu . 

InshaaAllah . 

Sebab , Dia lah Allah , yang mengaturkan rezeki itu :) 

Throwback pictures ?

Assalamualaikum . 

I was checking my old phone and I found a lottt of my old pictures , during year 2012 and 2013 . Looking back at my old pictures makes me wonder why I had the guts to take selfies during that time !  

I looked so selekeh in most pictures but still smiling confidently ha ha ha . It was embarrassing  . My confidence level was really high back then I guess . Hu hu 

I feel like I don't want to take any selfies anymore ! -_-

(Picture below is my matrix card during asasi , part one degree and the latest one was taken during part 3 degree . Hahaha look at my face ! So confident semua nak senyum nampak gigi uolls - kau hado? Hahaha) 

8.50pm

Ya Allah , may You reunite us again in Jannah . Amin .

6.04 am

Assalamualaikum 

Hello . I am trully sorry if my words hurt you or were offensive (like in my previous posts) . Sorryyyy . I love every single of you ! 

12.15 am

What makes a friendship or relationship works ? 

The answer is easy , honesty . 

What kind of friend / husband / wife are you if you keep hiding something that your friend or partner needs to know .Where is the value of your friendship / relationship ? 

Just be honest . It's not that hard .  

Now I'm focussing about a friendship . 

Sometimes there are people that I can easily get along with , and I tried to find out what is so special about her or him that I feel happy to talk and befriend with . And I realized , it's because of their honesty . Their honesty in speaking and everything she or he did for me . 

It's true . You'll feel loved if you have this kind of friends . You don't feel cheated . I pray that all of us will find friends and a partner like this , InshaaAllah . 

I trust people easily . But once if it's broken , I would never ever trust them anymore . I may forgive , yes , but to trust them again , I dont think so because I am not the type who gives a second chance . 

I just need a few friends that can be trusted . Yes . 

So for me , honesty is very very important . Do not break it !

Or I'll break your nose . 

Haha jk . Assalamualaikum . 

Raya 2015

Assalamualaikum . 

Sorry late , but Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone who knows me , sorry for all my wrongdoings and everything . May Allah bless us on this month . InshaaAllah . 

So this is one of my raya pictures with my family and relatives on my mom's side . Sorry for my veghii excited face . Muka excited itu perlu ya anak anak . 

First day of raya was so tiring  ! I managed to wear my baju raya for only an hour lepas tu tukar baju rumah semula sbb kena tolong kat dapur -__-" 

Lepas tu ramai pulak tetamu nenek datang on that day yelah first day raya kan . Dengan memasing pakai baju bergelimapan ....

Dan aku ? ._.

Dengan seluar besar ,tshirt dan selendang tak semenggah on-the-first-day-of-Syawal ....

Pastu ada pulak makcik yang tegur , "Cantik baju raya awak" . K makcik k . Nasib baik takde yang tanya aku , "Ni bibik ke?" . Kalau ada yang cakap camtu , aku tahan bas depan kampung tu balik KL . Hurhur ~

But overall my raya was great ! Alhamdulillah . Best sangat duduk kampung . Seronok ! 

A good memory to keep :) 

Till then . Assalamualaikum 

Lopes oh lopes

Haritu pergi bazaar ramadhan Bandar Tun Razak . Ada pakcik jual kuih buat lawak .

Me : Pakcik , kuih lopes ada tak ? 

Pakcik : Lopes takde , Jenifer ada . 

Me : Hah ? (1 minit kemudian...) Ohhh ! 

._. 

Aku dah lah blur kinda person . Ditambah lagi bila lapar , double pulak blur dekat situ . Boleh tahan pakcik ni punya lawak .  Ekekeke . 

Okay . Selamat berbuka . 

Its Ramadhan !

Assalamualaikum . Marhaban Ya Ramadhan ! 

Ok . I think it's not too late to wish Salam Ramadhan though today is already fifth day of Ramadhan hihi .  Alhamdulillah Ya Allah for giving us another chance to be in this holy month . 

I just want to express my gratitude to You , My Lord . Alhamdulillah for everything . Thank you for giving us a month that full with barakah . Month of forgiveness. Month of mercy and blessings . SubhanAllah . 

I hope Ramadhan to stay longer . Don't go so soon please . And I pray that all of us will grab this opportunity well . Do a lot of du'a . InshaaAllah. 

"Ya Allah berikanlah kebaikkan kepada kami semua di dunia dan di akhirat dan lindungilah kami dari azab api neraka . Amin"

Allahumma Amin . 

Words

" Dengan nama Allah Yang Memiliki Segenap Ilmu . Ya Allah, Tuhan yang mengajar nabi Ibrahim akan hikmah, ajarkan kami . Ya Allah , Tuhan yang mengajar nabi Sulaiman akan kefahaman, berilah kefahaman kepada kami . "

Allahumma Amin . 

Moga Allah permudahkan , InshaaAllah .

Bismillahirahmanirrahim . Lets do this !

Nota hati

Assalamualaikum .

Perasaan yang paling bahagia ialah apabila Allah meletakkan rasa cukup dalam hati . Rasa bersyukur dengan apa yang ada . Walaupun sederhana , tapi tetap rasa mewah . 

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah . Cukupkanlah hati hati kami dengan rezeki dan nikmat yang telah Kau berikan .

Alhamdulillah , Ramadhan is coming very soon . Another one week ! Tak sabar . Bulan penuh berkat , moga dapat dipenuhi dengan amalan yang berfaedah.

InshaaAllah. 

First love

Hi there ! Introducing my loyal boyfriend !

Thank you for always be there with me , during easy and hard times , sunny or rainy days . 

Susah senang , we will always have each other  . How can I not love you , Mr BM . (BM stands for Black Myvi hahaha)

You are my first car , my first love . And I don't think I would buy any other cars even after I get a job later because first love is the most precious love HAHAHA kemain macam bercinta dengan manusia  ! 

But honestly  , aku bukan kisah sangat pasal kereta but as long as it makes my life easier , it is more than enough 

Alhamdulillah :)

Once you stop looking for what you want , you will find what you need.

InshaaAllah .

<3

Assalamualaikum . 

I wasn't a big fan of Nick Jonas till I'd found one of his inspiring video today . He is such an idol . I don't even know that he had made a song about his feeling of being a diabetic patient   . I love you Nick . I understand how you feel , I really do :'( 

A little bit longer - Nick Jonas 

Got the news today

Doctors said i had to stay

A little bit longer and I'll be fine

When i thought it'd all be done

When I thought it'd all been said

A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone

And you don't know what it's like to feel so low

And everytime you smile you laugh you glow

You don't even know, know, know.

You don't even know

All this time goes by

Still no reason why

A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

Waitin' on a cure

But none of them are sure

A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone

You don't know what its like to feel so low.

And everytime you smile you laugh you glow

You don't even know, know, know.

You don't even know, know, know.

You don't even know, no

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come.

All the highs and lows are gone.

A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

I'll be fine :) 

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I'll be fine , InshaaAllah . Assalamualaikum . 

02:26 - Imy , take good care of yourself . It won't be long . InshaaAllah. . 

Jaga hati , ya . 

Quiet is Gold

Assalamualaikum .

Im just arrived home from Uitm . Driving is so tiring sometimes . But Alhamdulillah Im safely arrived. 

Today I want to share this one hadith , which is for my own reminder too :( 

Barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat, maka hendaklah ia berkata yang baik atau diam”. (Riwayat Bukhari & Muslim)

Astaghfirullah hal azim . 

I have to control myself  . So be the type of person you want to meet , Adila . 

This world is nothing but a lie .

I want to find the answer . The answer of everything . And to get the answer , there's no other ways but to get back to Allah . 

Slowly but surely . Help me Ya Rab , Ya Allah . 

InshaAllah . Amin 

I love the confidence that make up gives me

This is my eyebrows make up tutorial . I started learning to draw my brows since last year . Yes its all started last year . It was one night I tried to draw my brows and I was amazed (ok ni vain sikit) by my look . Lol ! No I mean strong eyebrows do change your look . It makes your face looks bold  (ah is that the word?) ._. 

But I am really thankful for the original brows that Allah has given to me . Alhamdulillah. 

Asasi Sains Uitm Puncak Alam 2012/2013 ( Reminiscing )

Assalamualaikum . 

I was about to sleep but then I scrolled my insta feeds and found someone posted her throwback picture at Palam and she said she miss that moment . Weh I also lah !! Hmmm .

I miss Palam so much Ya Allah ..I cant even move on from the memories though it has been yearsss I left my asasi life . Swear ,  I never miss any place like how much I miss Palam . I feel , it was like a little piece of heaven that Allah had given to me . Sorry it is so hyperbola but I feel that way . So sweet , too much sweet memories . 

Sometimes I couldnt believe that I used to be a Palam student as it happened so fast . I feel like it was just like a dream , a short dream . 

It was the best memory ever in my life . I still remember how cuak I was on the night before I went off to Palam , tak boleh tidur weh haha . Yelah , first time nak masuk Universiteyyyyy kot . Excited but nervous sangat masa tu . It was in June , 2012 if not mistaken . I never , never for once thought that it was the starting of my best journey in life that I wont forget till forever . Alhamdulillah , thank You Allah . 

Call me Miss-cant-moving-on , but if I could back in time , I would choose to live my asasi life again ! Seriously ! I want to stay with my crazeee housemates again , Diyana , Wani , Aishah , Diana , Bella , Mira and Nisa . Rindu nak makan together ramai ramai sambil gosip sambil nyanyi sambil buat lawak sambil ketawa  . Oh God . I miss that time :( 

Oh . I think what made it so meaningful is because of them , my housemates . Setiap kali hari ahad , masa mak and ayah nak hantar balik Palam , eventhough rasa malas , tapi sebab tahu ada housemates yang tunggu je kat rumah tu buat aku rasa tak sabar nak balik Palam . Honestly . That small house really felt like home . 

I still remember the last week of asasi , eight of us cried together at the living room because we knew we had no much time to spend together . 

And now , semua dah buat haluan sendiri , mengejar cita cita masing masing :") Girls , I pray that all of us will succeed in everything we do and lets make us proud with each other . InshaaAllah . Tak sabar nak tunggu siapa kahwin dulu haha . 

Oh we have a group whatsapp dan dorang selalu whatsapp dekat group ayat ni :

"I wish we were at that small little house" :') 

Planning

Assalamualaikum. 

I have this one friend . She's a good friend of mine . I like the way she thinks , very positive and motivated . We always talk about future and she will respond well . 

So haritu we talk about what to do after we done our degree . And Alhamdulillah , I think I have a clearer vision about my future now .  InshaaAllah. 

However , we plan but Allah is the best planner kan ? 

To be someone who doesn't have any ambition is not cool  (Yeay its me -.-) . But somehow , I think I love and grateful for everything that Allah had planned for me . Alhamdulillah. 

It is such a beautiful plan . I love to be where Im at now Ya Allah . Syukur . 

And I hope He will always guide me and us all the way . InshaaAllah. Amin . 

To the new semester we go !

Assalamualaikum.

New semester is coming . Just a few days left . It is the last semester of my second year degree  . Alhamdulillah. And InshaaAllah at the end of this year is my 5th sem so next year , is my last sem in Seremban . InshaaAllah. Yay Alhamdulillah.

Ok . I sound so eager and excited haha ! I dont know why I want to end my degree life quickly . Haha 

May next semester is better than previous semester. InshaaAllah. May Allah ease everything. Amin . 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim .

Jauh disudut hati ,

Hanya Engkau seorang Ya Allah . 

Jaga Hati?

Jaga hati . Menjaga hati daripada buat dosa . Menjaga hati daripada kalah dengan hasutan syaitan . 

Dan dengan pertolongan-Mu Ya Allah , aku cuba . 

InshaaAllah 

Kadangkala , 

Bila rasa diri tak dihargai oleh manusia ,

Ada Tuhan yang lebih Agung kat atas sana ,

Yang lebih menghargai diri kau ,

Tak henti henti buat kau gembira semula ,

Selamanya tak tinggalkan kau sepi , kecewa . 

Kadangkala , 

Bahagia tak semestinya kau dapat dari manusia ,

Bahagia bila kau bertemu Cinta Teragung  , 

Cinta Allah SWT . 

-InshaaAllah . 

After so long ....

Assalamualaikum .

Everyone has their own passion . But for me , I love collecting make up stuffs . I feel so happy every time I bought something at watson / sephora / sasa / forever 21 . Eventhough it's only a small brush :)

So a few days later , I bought Too Faced Chocolate Bar eyeshadow pallete and Alhamdulillah I am very satisfied because it has my fav eyeshadow colors in it and the packaging is like a real chocoate bar ( looks tempting) !!! Anddd I've been aiming that pallete since last month . Alhamdulillah . 

It smells like chocolate because it was made by natural coco powder . Haha I cant eat chocolate but I will wear them ! 

That's for the pallete , and then I bought a brush set since I dont have a complete set of brushes . Yet this one pun not that complete but it's fine since it has the basic brushes and it's good enough :) 

And oh I also bought toner , bb cream and make up removal . Before this , my make up technique was wrong because I didn't apply toner on my face before I put foundation . Hmmmm , no wonder my skin looked dry ....

And not to forget my little orange eyeshadow from sephora . I bought it because I dont have any orangish eyeshadow . 

Alhamdulillah . Its been a long time since the last time I did a make up haul . Okay , next entry will be my make up collection . InshaaAllah . Till then ! Assalamualaikum 

Hope we will meet again . InshaaAllah .

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim . 

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku , dengan izin-Mu ya Allah , aku memohon agar Engkau menyatukan kembali aku dan keluargaku serta semua orang yang kusayangi di dunia ini di dalam syurga-Mu nanti . Allahumma Amin . Semoga kami dapat bertemu semula disana . InshaaAllah :) 

The Silent Prayer

Assalamualaikum .

Bila aku dapat sesuatu , aku terfikir yang aku tak pernah berdoa untuk mendapatkannya tapi aku teringat yang aku pernah bercakap dalam hati , "Bestnya kalau dapat benda tu" . SubhanAllah . Kadang kadang hanya terlintas dalam hati , tapi ia jadi kenyataan . Alhamdulillah ,  Its true that Allah SWT listens to every unspoken words . Allah knows what we want . He gives what we ask for . 

Mungkin lepas ini , kalau nampak orang berjaya , kalau nampak orang berharta , niatkan dalam hati untuk jadi seperti mereka . Niatkan yang baik baik . 

Nanti , mana tahu niat baik yang terlintas di hati kita itulah yang Allah makbulkan :) 

InshaaAllah ! 

Short post

'When the doctor told me about that , my heart breaks into pieces . She told me not to worry . "It is just a little" , she said . But it's still there . I dont know what will happen in my future . Sometimes , the thought of "Im not healthy like other people" makes me feel down . I feel like it's the end of the world . But I know , giving up is not the way . Life must go on . 

Before my time comes , the only thing that I want to do now is to make other people happy . Many ways can do . Do more giving , buy them food , give them a present , spend quality time , go travelling together and so much more . Because I just want them to feel happy and thankful like I do in my life . Allah has given me a lot . Now maybe its time for me to give to others . InshaaAllah . May Allah bless' 

When I read this story posted by someone , I wish that I could be as strong as her . Yes , life goes on :)

New Year 🎉

Assalamualaikum . 

Goodbye 2014 . Alhamdulillah for all the memories , tears , laughters and lessons . 

And hello there 2015 ! Alhamdulillah for another year . 

Ill be turning 21 this year . Feel so kakak kakak . New year , new resolutions . May Allah ease our journey throughout this year , InshaaAllah . 

My last paper is on January 16th , pray for me ! May Allah ease Amin . 

Suzuki Cup and Study Week

Assalamualaikum . 

Before this , I never watched any football games at the stadium . But then I heard that the final suzuki cup match felt on Dec 20th which is on my study week holiday so how I wish I could go to the stadium . And unexpectedly ayah got the tix and mom gave me a permission to go . Yay Alhamdulillah , thank You Allah , for this chance . 

The crowd was super awesome . Ultras Malaya is the best . Now I realize how big the spirit and motivation can influence someone . Walaupun kalah but at the first round , Harimau Malaya was super fast and motivated . 3-0 weh , how happy we were , but maybe Msia penat and hilang fokus , Thailand took that advantage to beat Msia . 

Kun Fayakun , kan ? Allah lebih tahu .

We lost but we won on our own ground ! Harimau Malaya had done their best . I saw them played hard . Congratulations tigers

So yeah , study week has started . Haha . 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim